It Never Ends!!!

I was able to lessen this mountain of paperwork in 2 days...

But in a matter of HOURS, another pile was created...

Everytime I accomplish something, a new problem / assignment / obstacle sprouts out from nowhere to replace it!!!

I.AM.GOING.CRAZYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!

I am swamped with work. The list of drawings to produce / check / transmit is never-ending!!!

School is making me gaga. Why the hell did I take 3 subjects this semester? WHY???

My weeks are too short. I need more sleep. I am eating too much tapsi/hotsilog, and I am using depression/stress as an excuse!!!

Every time an obstacle looms ahead (homework due tomorrow; meeting later), I fervently pray for it to pass quickly. A few minutes after it has passed (hurrah!), I feel as if I can breath normally again, and I have images in my mind of a happy happy joy joy life. But then reality sinks in (usually a few hours later...I think the stress gods want me to believe that I have achieved relaxation finally and then they drop the bomb when I least expect it).

I realize that there's another obstacle I have yet to overcome, and whatever it is, it's due ASAP. :((

Gad, I have so much to do, and so little time to do it!!! WHY THE HELL AM I WASTING MY TIME BLOGGING?

Onward!!!