Saturday, March 26, 2011

Panic

There have been a lot of natural disasters happening around the world recently -- like the earthquake in Churchill, New Zealand and the tsunami in Japan. There are man-made tragedies and accidents too, such as the Eton gondola disaster. Because of these recent events, people have become more vigilant about safety standards and emergency preparedness.

Just last week, a representative of the Metro Manila Development Authority conducted a 2-hour seminar on Fire Prevention and Earthquake / Disaster Preparedness. The presentation was very informative: with pictures of past disasters; detailed explanation of the cause and nature of fire; detailed description of how an earthquake occurs; statistics; studies on what will happen to Metro Manila if/when an earthquake occurs (which places will be the most affected); and tips & procedures on what to do in case of fire / earthquake.

While listening to the presentation (and viewing the very graphic pictures of disasters), I remembered the time we went to the Safety Theme Park in Daegu, South Korea. Yes, you read it right: a theme park dedicated to SAFETY. They have a Living Safety Exhibition Hall where they educate you on mountain safety, mountain fire, and an interactive exhibit showcasing indoor and outdoor earthquake missions; a Disaster Prevention Future Hall; and their main feature, the Subway Safety Exhibition Hall.



This Safety Park was built as a response to the Daegu Subway Arson Attack in 2009. It's mission is to educate visitors that everybody is responsible for their own safety, as well as the others surrounding them. The main "event" is the movie showing the before-and-after scenes (reenactment) of the subway fire. After the (very touching and very shocking) video, visitors are then taken into the next room, where the actual (burned) subway car is displayed in a replica of the subway station. It was truly an eye-opener for me to watch a reenactment of what happened (they told the story through the eyes of teenage girl who was in the train). It was eerie seeing the actual subway car, and the room was respectfully quiet as everyone surveyed the scene.

But the experience doesn't end there. A short orientation video was shown on subway safety, where they demonstrated the steps to be followed in case of a subway accident. We were taken into a subway car, where emergency procedures will be simulated: we had to learn how to open the subway door manually, and then use the glow-in-the-dark stickers on the floor as our guide to exit the station. Sounds pretty easy, right?

Not really. Especially when the air is thick with smoke, and those stickers are rendered useless.

I was paralyzed with fear. I remember trying to drag my feet, groping my way out of that hazy mess, and losing track of my group mates. The others were quick on their feet and were out of the room in no time: I could hear them chatting and laughing in a place far away from where I was standing. I couldn't see where I was going, and therefore, I was scared shitless of bumping or tripping into something. Pretty stupid, right, as this was only a simulation? But my brain shut down, and I couldn't move.

After a few minutes (it seemed like eternity to me), I could hear the voices of my team, who were apparently out of the smoke. They've been waiting for me to go out, and they were getting worried that it was taking me so long. They "dispatched" someone to come and get me, and when I heard his voice call out through the haze, I flailed my arms around trying to see if I could grab onto him and get the hell out of there.

Panic attack. That's the only phrase that can describe what I went through. I am rendered useless in a disaster, as my fear takes over all of my motor skills. I know that this is really bad (not to mention inconvenient), and I should learn to overcome this tendency. I don't want to be a burden to my companions if or when a disaster strikes.

The recent events are a wake-up call for all of us: we should never take safety for granted. Being caught-of-guard during a disaster is...well, disastrous. If we have the presence-of-mind and the due diligence to ensure our personal safety, this can be a starting point for also ensuring the safety of others.

Be safe. The life you save could be your own.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

5% of the countries in the world

5%?

Hopefully, I can add 2 more countries to this list, this year. Guam, USA in June, and Vietnam in July *keeping my fingers crossed* (and hoping my boss will actually sign my leave); and then at least 3 more next year (UK for the Olympics! Then side trips to France and Italy. And maybe a new State for my 30th birthday).

That's the plan.

Time to save up!


Wednesday, March 02, 2011

T@$*%nang Lyrics 'Yan: The Legacy of Sugarfree

This is it. The end of Sugarfree's 12-year stint in the Philippine Music Scene (PMS?). 12 years of heart-felt lyrics on life and love. 12 years of "personal" anthems...of songs that several people claim to be "theirs."

I was at their farewell concert last night (Sugarfree Live: Paalam Pilipinas), and in the middle of the sweaty, smelly crowd, I found myself in a trance (in other words: TULALA). I felt my heart soar and plummet to the ground several times...like I could relate to each and every song at that specific moment. It's been awhile since I've been to a local gig (foreign acts in Araneta Coliseum & MOA concert grounds do not count)...and I must admit that I missed it -- feeling the energy of the crowd, getting carried away by their passion, getting carried away by my passion, feeling the beat of the bass and the drums, getting lost in the lights, singing along and feeling every note.

Paalam Pilipinas

(On a related note: I miss concert photography. I miss being able to aim my camera's lens towards the bright, colorful stage...and getting a really good shot out of it, despite the darkness that surrounds it. Nothing beats a concert photo...you can feel the color, the energy, and the music coming out of the jpeg file. *see what I mean by checking out my concert photos from before, here.* I will post the photos from last night, soon.)

I don't know what it is about Sugarfree's music, but their words really hit you straight on. Unapologetically emotional, openly bigo, heart-wrenching, and painfully TRUE. Listen to any one of their songs and I'll be damned if you can't relate to at least 1 line in their whole discography.

It's not just the words...the melodies FIT. Ebe's voice has this pleading, emo quality that grabs your heart and squeezes it as you listen to it. It's like he knows what you've been through...he can feel your pain/bliss/despair...he sees right into your heart and speaks exactly what's on your mind. Yes, so I'm being a bit melodramatic here...but take a look at some of the poignant lyrics below and see if you are not reduced into a puddle of mush after.

Everybody can relate to love/unrequited love/infatuation/loss/heartbreak/falling/disappointment/regret. Sugarfree's music tells us the stories of our lives. We listen to them, reminisce, relive the pain...and we keep coming back for more.

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Words of attraction and true love:

"Pagka't sa isang taong mahal mo ng buong puso
Lahat ay gagawin
Makita kang muli..." -- Makita Kang Muli

"Nalalasing sa 'yong tingin
Di malaman-laman ang gagawin...
Habang lumalim ang gabi
ay lumalapit ang ating mga labi!" -- Prom, Dramachine

"Alam mo bang kanina pa ako magdamag ng nakatingin sayo?
At di mo lang alam
Sa gitna ng kadilimang, di mapakali
Ako'y nabighani..." -- Mariposa, Sa Wakas


Words of comfort:

"Wag ka nang umiyak
Mahaba man ang araw
Uuwi ka sa yakap ko." -- Wag Ka Nang Umiyak, Tala-Arawan

"Tulog na, mahal ko
At baka bukas ngingiti ka sa wakas
At sabay nating haharapin ang mundo
Tulog na...hayaan na muna natin sila." -- Tulog Na, Dramachine


Desperate words:

"Tinatawag kita
Sinusuyo kita
Di mo man marinig
Di mo man madama..." -- Burnout, Sa Wakas


"Ngayong gabi 'pag nagri-ring ang telepono
Ikaw ang naiisip ko
Tumawag ka, tumawag ka...darling, please
Tumawag ka naman..." -- Telepono, Sa Wakas



Words on change and goodbye:

"Kung iisipin mo
Di naman dati ganito
Teka muna, teka lang
Kelan tayo nailang?" -- Burnout, Sa Wakas

"Oh, hello? Di na kita naintindihan.
Malabo na ba ang linya sa ating dalawa?" -- Telepono, Sa Wakas

"Kapansin pansin ang iyong ganda ngayong gabi
At ang lungkot sa iyong mga ngiti
Ang kislap sa iyong mga mata'y wala na...
Kita sa iyong tinging nagsasabing
Tapos na ang lahat sa atin." -- Huling Gabi, Tala-Arawan


Words of regret:

"Pagkakataong mawawala kapag di hinawakan
Madudulas kapag di iningatan..." -- Hintay, Sa Wakas


"Nasanay lang sigurong nandiyan ka
Di ko inakalang puwede kang mawala
Ayan na nga..." -- Unang Araw, Sa Wakas

"Nagsisising matatapos ang gabing alam nating meron nang taning
Nagsisising gigising sa katototohanang di ka naman talaga akin..." -- Mariposa, Sa Wakas


Words about remembering and wondering:

"Walang ilaw...brownout sa aking mundo
Sa init naiinip
Sa dilim nangangapa
Naalala tuloy kita..." -- Kandila, Dramachine

Sino ang unang bumitaw? Sino ang unang bumigay?
(Minahal kita hanggang sa kahuli-huli)
Sino ang unang bumitaw? Sino ang unang bumigay?
(Saan ba tayo nagkamali?) -- Huling Gabi, Tala-Arawan

"Ngayong wala ka na
Kailangang masanay na muling nag-iisa
Sa'n ka na kaya?" -- Unang Araw, Sa Wakas


Moving on, letting go:

"Di ko na kayang mabuhay sa kahapon
Kaya mula ngayon...
Magpapaalam na sayo ang aking kuwarto." -- Kuwarto, Dramachine